1
Light from
the hallway seeps
under the door.
I wear the
night over my eye
like a patch.
I lock the doors.
The walls close in.
The glaciers
holler. I can’t
hear them.
What’s conceived
is barely spoken.
If it gets
too dim, call it
mist.
I pawned my brain
in order to be reasonable.
The claim
ticket’s misplaced,
not lost.
Inside the old house,
thick with musk,
the walls
of the matriarch
are lined with mink.
2
I arrive at the
station. The train
is empty,
but cannot
accommodate any more
passengers.
Snow covers the
tracks. A white animal
pauses.
A touch
my beard and my hands
fill with snow.
The child hugs the
doll, the doll hugs
back;
the child
dies of shock and
they bury the doll.
The matador pauses
before the kill:
there is
more to this flourish
than show.
Choices bleed into
acts: you sit at
ringside,
but are
no spectator, unless
you can keep dry.
3
The perilous instant
is blessed: witness
the ant
scaling
crevices on the butcher
block counter.
Another seasonal
shift: a pigeon’s
trapped
in the airshaft.
Continual threat
of avalanche.
I keep glancing
at the calendar on
my watch
wondering
why it is so cold
if it is nearly spring.
I hear the prisoners
were asked to redesign
the fortress
for the
prevention of suicide
in the death cell.
Clusters of galaxies
in my coffee cup.
One long sip and
the rims
are smeared
with the
flotsam of exhausted
stars.
4
No news to report,
but yesterday a crack
in the sky
became a
star on the cheek
of heaven.
of an opossum in
a death trance baring
his pearly fangs
at the
moon.
The simple life
eludes me: the autumn
sky inside my head
is a sheet
of lead, angelic
and sinister.
Nightly I watch
the same promiscuous
commercial in muggy
color.
My head
throbs. One mistake
and a life lost in
the making.
To what can the
spirit adhere? Old
shoes with dirt sticking
to the soles:
more simple things
to blind us into saying
yes.
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An
Exerpt From
Conjuring
Up Paintings And
Light Shows
By
Leslie Ullman,
NY Times, October 16, 1988
…A sentient
self emerges
clearly
in Mark Rudman's
work - complex,
despairing, seeking
to confront the
contradictions
offered
up by contemporary
urban life,
and to achieve
reconciliation
with them.
The landscape
of New York
City provides
a kind of pulsebeat,
especially
in the two longest
poems in
his new
book, ''In the
Neighboring Cell,''
reprinted from
an earlier collection
named after it,
and ''By Contraries,''
the title
poem. The city emerges
as a sunless and
purgatorial place
where injured bodies
lie unheeded in busy
streets, bums mutter
phrases that make
eerie sense and twilights
fix the city in a
moment of magic followed
by a moment of terrifying
darkness before the
lights go on. It
is a place of sudden,
unwilled encounters
and gunshots overheard
at odd moments. The
''priceless fossils''
unearthed by a steam
shovel provide routine
proof of the exhausting
mystery of many separate
lives: a sack with
more holes than burlap,
a briefcase strap
with ''L.Y.'' intaglioed
in gold, a dry, nameless
bone, and some words
scrawled in red dayglo,
on a chunk of broken
wall: ''Death has
no future.''
The
city also is fuel
for Mr. Rudman's
quirky energy. He
has an eye for the
absurd, and he can
connect unharmonious
elements cleanly
and swiftly. The
noise of the city
is in his poems,
but Mr. Rudman is
also aware that we
humans are beset
by a kind of urban
internal thoughtlessness
within ourselves.
He avoids commentary
by sticking to specifics:
the Chief of State
speaks of ''acceptable
levels of unemployment''
as, in Eisenstein's
film, the Captain
of the Potemkin looks
at a maggoty slab
of beef and says
''Those are not maggots''
with the utter calm
we attribute only
to the ones they
never let past the
asylum gate once
they're in.
Mr. Rudman creates multiple
forms within his many long
pieces. He alternates short
prose passages with poems-within-a-poem,
each of which is constructed
tightly enough to stand alone
as a vignette or lyric. He
displays considerable craftsmanship
and control over his material
as he confronts a complex
world with a sensitivity that
is acute, subtle and entirely
unshielded. He and the city
are well matched.
Some poems draw from the landscape
of Italian cities, and contemplation
of historic ruins and works
of art. He imagines himself
into and right through painted
surfaces; unlike Mr. Corn,
he remains aware of ''the
brutality of what is missing.''
Ultimately, art serves to
link him more forcefully with
the world: Looking at Leonardo's
drawing made it hurt to look
at other people, even a lovely
woman moving through the next
room. . . . To be alive, then,
to see what your eyes are
seeing with must by nature
be to feel more pain than
pleasure.
A third group of poems draws
from the Maine seacoast where
Mr. Rudman finds, if not an
antidote to sensory and emotional
bombardment, at least a chance
to look deeper into himself
through the landscape: ''If
we proceed by contraries we
keep pace with the waves /
breaking on the way in, whispering
on the way out.''
''By Contraries'' beautifully
balances personal history
with a strong social consciousness,
inner landscape with outer,
offering us a sense of the
world and of self we can't
help but trust. Mr. Rudman
allows us not just to witness,
but to borrow his sensibility
as it evolves from articulate
despair to an easing, a willingness
to live with the burden of
vision.
Additional Comments on By Contraries
“These poems [By Contraries] are not promises made but promises fulfilled in astonishingly sustained performance. No living American poet has a better eye and ear for the dialectic of foreground and background, for the concrete particularity of the ‘close-up’ as it reveals and is informed by the metaphysical ‘long shot.’ Mark Rudman is clearly one of our most important poets.”
– William Arrowsmith
"The title poem will, I think, find a lasting place in the canon, as it documents the compulsion of experience generously, forsaking closure for a more difficult truth."
– Donald Revell, Denver Quarterly
"Here is a poetry that has a chance of seeing the world. Mark RUdman is as aliented as the rest of us, but he does not turn toward the private worlds of grief, memory, silence, and the like. Here, happily, is the public poetry of a private person, inheritor but radical transmutor of the legacies of so diverse a pair as Walt Whitman and Robert Lowell."
– Roger Mitchell, The American Book Review
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